If Loving You Is Wrong by E L Todd

Author:E L Todd [Todd, E L]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781492954903
Publisher: Fallen Publishing
Published: 2014-12-13T23:00:00+00:00

Chapter Eleven

Slade

My life was turned upside down.

After I slept with Trinity, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. She was drunk and I was drunk. We were both out of our minds. We fucked against a wall in the snow like animals. I had a lot of wild sex but I have to say that was the wildest. I didn’t even wear a condom.

And it was Trinity.

If anyone found out, it would ruin me. It would get back to Uncle Mike and I’d be as good as dead. My dad was easy-going and pretty much cool with everything, but I don’t think he would be too happy about this. My mom would probably slap me. I’d been a jerk to everyone I knew, but I was never a jerk to my family. I crossed a line I could never uncross.

But one thing made it worse. She was the best sex I ever had.

Maybe I remembered history in a different way than it really happened. Since I was drunk and disoriented, maybe I thought it was better than it really was. What if it was sluggish and awkward? How long did it even last?

The guilt was eating me alive.

Trinity and I talked about it and we settled our differences. I was grateful she wasn’t in love with me like Cayson was with Skye. That would just give me more problems. I didn’t want a relationship, especially with her. I wasn’t a one-woman type of guy. She knew that. Shit, everyone knew that.

But I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Every time someone asked me about her, I felt like they were shining a light in my eye. Did they know? Did they hear something? I had a small panic attack every time.

Since Cayson was my best friend, it was hard to keep him in the dark. I told him everything, even if he didn’t always want to hear about all my sexual conquests. And he told me everything he did with Skye. The decent thing would be to reciprocate with what I did with Trinity.

But I couldn’t tell anyone about that—not a soul.

I was going through women quicker than usual. I picked them up left and right and had my way with them. But nothing hit the spot. They either just lay there and did nothing, or they just weren’t good in bed—period.

I kept comparing them to my night with Trinity. Even though most of it was a blur, I still knew it was awesome. I would never admit it to Trinity. I’d take it to the grave rather than say it out loud. But I was definitely thinking it.

I ran into Roland in the hallway. “Going to Trinity’s tonight?”

“What? Why? I’m not seeing her,” I blurted.

He cocked an eyebrow. “She’s having people over for game night. I just assumed you were going.”

“Oh…yeah. Totally.” Totally? I’ve said that word twice in my entire life.

Roland eyed me for a long time. “You okay, man?”

“I’m groovy.” I walked away before he could ask me another question.

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